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Sunday, July 31, 2005
hmmm...
lots of thoughts floating in my mind since quite a while ago...sth happened this aft. tt i feeel quite bad abt...i wish i hadnt even gone there...mayb it would've been better.

and there comes the thought of human behaviour...like why do ppl react differently to the same things...why do the ppl apparently closest to u seeem so far away... or why do they seeem not to care...

so anyway i managed to finish transcription and translation thx to yan leeeen. i dun understand how ppl can rem. their A level stuff way after their A levels. haha...then went running with Sarah...initial aim was to run half hour ...ran frm church to republic poly...to tanglin mall...and somehow we decided turning back v. sian...so we turned towards the embassy side and botanic gardens and ran to the junction b/w holland v and farrer rd...and ran up and down farrer rd and back to church...tiring but u feeel damn gd after tt...haha...abt 8km...perhaps running can take over my passion for squash...but i seriously doubt so...

its exactly 2 weeks to prelims...but i'm not feeeling the push to study still...this is bad...sigh.


Juannnn [1:20 AM]
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
rarr...
huimin...u passed ur flu to meee..e.....*sniff*. well huimin's got a sexyvoice now. hahaha sounds so farnie i can't put ur voice to ur face anymore!!!.

suppose to go running and studying with sarah later...but its pouring like mad and my nose is leaking and leaking. argh.

so like half my class are already signing up for the half marathon...and justin retardedly signed up for the 42km...but i'm sure he can do it...hahaha...i think SD4 would do better if the prelims are actually a tougher fitness test than usual compared to a tougher academic exam...rarr.

yest went with Tim and min and sarah and their fren who happened to be a new teacher in AC...to Church of the Ascension for their worship night...i mean yea it can't compare to sonic fest and stuff..but it was gd...u could feeel His presence and all...plus this lady's testimony is juz kinda stuck in my head...its abt holding on to ur faith...abt how at this age ur faith is easily swayed and stuff...and how she had held on for so many yrs...and how God neva failed her...

well...off to church...ta.


Juannnn [12:43 PM]
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
zzz
so sleepy...i miss playing church piano...i seriously dun miss classical...rarr...so many things i wanna do...and all coz of the stupid As...everythin's..impossible for now...

was in a rather foul mood today...i think i was getting annoyed and irritated at everythin single lil thing today...yea but i was quite retarded...went gym...body combat for pe...then 6km run...then went to acsi to get picked up so i played squash as well...

prelims are in 2 half weeks...i feeel like i'm stuck in a corner with no where to run...rarr...

not going sch tml...better make gd use of my time...haha...

anyone wanna run standard chartered half marathon...i'm not crazy ok!...


Juannnn [10:38 PM]
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
sigh sigh sigh
i seriously think. i haven beeen this "hardworking" my whole life...after sch. go home. practice piano. watch tv. do tys...i think i'll go crazy soooon...haha...but suddenly after 2 yrs of not touching my scale books...my scales actually seem more interesting than my irritating pieces now...act. i do regret tt i found wad music realli means to my life a lil late...playing it is one thing...listening is another...

i finally went for double PE on tues...haha kick boxing...damn shiok lar...but it could've beeen better if there was a punching bag..-_-...i mean kicking and punching the air is damn retarded and its not tiring enuff...while listening to tt seriously gay sounding and gay looking instructor...and i neva knew push ups and crunches were part of kick boxing k...to music somemore! tt stupid song juz kept going on...and it was quite tough lar...even the guys had to do using their knees...poor arms.

*dead*


Juannnn [12:19 AM]
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
rarr...
frm tml its exactly a month to prelims...and a month and a half to my piano exam...i can't for it to come and pass!!! but why can't i seem to get into the study mode!!!...rarr. to do prelims and piano at the same time is ridiculously retarded...but thank God the exam's on the last day of prelims...sigh...

youth sunday was a success~ haha...last time playing till my As...how sad...the weeeeks juz pass in a blur...

well yest went to Church...Tim got his fren frm melbourne to come down and teach some piano stuff...learnt quite a lotta stuff...haha but time to practice?...sigh...

hmm...anyway at midnight it'll be min's and da's b-day...Happy B-day!...hee hee girls...haha...

i seriously neeed some cheering up...rarr...


Juannnn [10:50 PM]
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Monday, July 04, 2005
dying...rarr...
i feeel like a pig. i set my alarm at 10 but it din go off...so i juz woke up at 12nooon...-_-...guess i gotta mug later...i've beeen out thurs sat and sun...

everyone's beeen playing after CTs and i'm dyin!!!...thurs met singying...sat met Abby...yest somehow Sarah and i ended up going bowling with Gerald's adult cell after dinner...they're a seriously amusing bunch...John Chee drove past this damn rich guy's house then Shuling and Dora wanted a 2nd look so they made him u turn to WAH WAH...haha...one whole row of ferraris...with the same number plate...basement carpark...whoa...and it even has a name...sth sth park...but anyway going out with the twenty sth ppl juz make u feeel YOUNGER!!! hahaha...

oh yea i think Mark Ho broke a record yest...first time i hear him talk so much! hahaha...he's juz as crappy as paul...u dotty dotty person..he was so rubbishy over dinner..telling me i can't sit coz his bag needs to eat!

friday went to church at 3....to stone..coz by the time i get home i need to travel out to church again...but anyways...i was having a damn bad headache and a horrid day....so somehow i fell asleep in Rm1...haha b4 i actually started my work...then prayer meeting was so scary at first!!! all the adults so quiet...and i felt so young heh...but anyway it turned out otherwise...this guy turned when he heard my name then he said ah! my daughter's also called hujuan...then Auntie KF said...har? ur Hannah's called huijuan also? then she began saying ur daughter's a mix of my daughter's and huijuan's name~...but the adults are much frenlier than they seeem.

and i haf gd news...i got outta my piano recital...haha...so happy...but i still gotta go to her house to play for her to hear...

i still feeel like sleeping....and i got this craving for durians...all Shao min's fault...rarr...time for lunch and work...zzz


Juannnn [12:11 PM]
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Centre Of My Life




 

 

 

 

 

Let my walk speak loud

And my words be true

Let my life be whole

With my eyes on you

 


Lord I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

Holding on to You

 

 



Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody



Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song


 


 

 

 



 

 

I have found Your peace

It replaces anything

You have done it all

I can trust in You


 

So I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

Holding on to You

 

 



Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



 

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody



Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song



 


 

 



 

 

 

 

 

 


 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

 

 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom


 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom

 

 


 

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



 

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all

 



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody




Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty




My life will sing Your song!